The Fibromyalgia Monster

Trying to do my best as a mother and a wife
But this Fibromyalgia Monster has taken over my life

This thorn in my flesh Lord, How can I explain?
I get up every morning though my body is in pain

It's like a Horrible Flu that just won't go away
You pray for it to leave you but it's with you everyday

The energy's been sucked out, weakness never goes
Nerves feel inflamed from my head down to my toes

Arms burn like fire and what a sinus headache
I feel like I'm 100 but you say I look athletic

Now sensitive to medicines, chemicals and mold
Legs numb and tingling and Why do I feel cold?

Get worse from the heat till about September
My brain is in a Fog, and there's words I can't remember

Spasms in my back, my breathing isn't right
My bed feels like nails as I lye awake at night

My muscles scream in agony. Oh my gosh don't touch!
I take my herbs and medicines but they don't help too much

My immune systems weakened, it seems on overdrive
My vision won't stay focused and I often stay inside

Lights are too bright, noises are too loud
Unfortunately I'll get sick again standing in this crowd

Some doctors say "It's all in your head" or "Oh, You're just depressed"
"Your fine, just take these crazy pills and get a little rest"

Yes I get down sometimes, upset and so would you
If a truck had just ran over you you'd feel the same way too

The attack of my brain is from infection I'll bet
This is a neuro immune disease but some don't know it yet

Trying to do my best as a mother and a wife
But this Fibromyalgia Monster has taken over my life.

© Carolyn White